Did not ignite. Gas spread all over the room. Failed attempt to turn it off. Inhaled too deep. Went down my throat. Into my lungs. Got to my head. Couldn't see you clearly anymore. Feeling dizzy. Cannot speak. Wanna shout out. Mind going numb. Need to escape. Floating. Escaping. Releasing. I am not a part of it anymore.
Wake up. Heart is beating furiously. Mind is still spinning. Eyes open.
Didn't even know I had an account on here. But I do. So I'll maybe sometimes use this for personal stuff to look at later on in life. Just found some random old 'poetry' stuff on this computer. It's mostly senseless ramblings and crap. But I guess I'll just store it on here. In no particular order.
#1
Take my hand and hold it tight.
Time is grand!
Our future's bright.
Escape is no option.
No way can you run.
To a path of destruction.
Like the barrel in a gun.
#2
Lingering lips, upon one another.
Heaven's sweet passion continues to roam.
Two beings refraining from leave each other.
Each parting is met with a groan.
#3
There's no room left for this caterpillar to bloom.
While you're still here, smiling without a care.
Deep inside I'm dying, and outside you're still crying.
Still holding that frown, through unhappiness I drown.